Dear Lizzie,
I, too, have a Friend that is a Clinical Psychologist and another who is Practicing Psychiatrist. They are Friends from College. I am sure that either one of them could really be of great assistance to you and will be able to help with your condition.
I would also recommend laying off the Booze, the Mushrooms AND the Hash and Mescaline. Get Help Fast... Really Fast, before You start seeing things like White Rabbits, Mad Hatters, a Dormouse, a March Hare, a Cheshire Cat, a Blue Caterpillar or, worse yet, a Jabber-baby-wocky. You are Late for a Very Important Date... with a Shrink.!!!