Hey bud, it’s hard to tell what your true stats are with only 23 ranked rounds and only 3 stroke play games showing in your score history. But I don’t see “sad and horrible”. I see someone out of practice and using starter equipment.
There’s a lot of clubs on here advertising for new players and most of them have really good players.
Why not send an owner a message asking to join. If you find it’s not a good fit, then try another club.
Also, search the forums. There’s a lot of information on here that will help improve your game. Search YouTube too.
~ Tony
Edit: I just read my boss’ ad, and he’s interested in new players, send him a message and then send me a friend request. I’m not great by any means, but I have a few tricks up my sleeve. 🤫
Would love to play a few rounds with you.
Nice and Friendly CC.