You were on a months probation and during that time you played about 4 club competitions. You didn't play with any other members and you didn't try to participate in the club.
I messaged you pointing these things out but still nothing changed !!!.
I'm sorry if you didn't agree with my decision but to me why join a club if your not going to join in.
If you want to do your own thing that's fine that's up to you, but why ask to join a club if you don't want to mix in ?.
My advice would be to anybody that is thinking of joining a club check it out first. Read the club advert on here if they have one, check the clubs own page find out how active the members are. Write to the owner asking about the club to find out if it suites your needs before you join.
My club is all about people having fun with the other people in it so if that's not what you want then please don't join.